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Chapter 2

  Year 2011 Taking into consideration that I was depressed, but I was too afraid to tell anyone about what had happened and how I felt (I just told one friend, who was my best friend at that time), I went to college the next year, I made a lot of friends. Sometimes I couldn’t hide my feelings for some girls and just cried at night. Remembering the girl that hurt me. I was traumatized. But that wasn’t going to stop me being happy and successful, we haven’t arrived at that point of the story yet. I decided to study mining engineering at a local University near my area. I entered without problems and had to study hard, the time went too fast, because I was for the first time enjoying my life. Some of the friends I had and I, used to play billiards and video games like Counter Strike and Dota, at the time it was still Warcraft 3: The Frozen Throne. The first semester went by, I still get in touch with friends of this epoque. The days were passing very steady, I used to ride the bus

Chapter 1

 All right, let's begin this story with my trip to Germany, but just right before I'm going to tell you why I fall in depression because of a girl I liked. It was year 2010, I was in high school, just 15 years old. It was my senior year and one girl from another class came and joined the class by her will. She just stared at me because, I think, she liked me or because I was the person next to the window in the first row. However, I had some feelings for her but not yet liked her or anything, just like curiosity. She had long brown and curly hair, she sat next to me, then it was a silence for most of the time. I just remember that next day, the jerk of the class came to sit right by her side. They came along well, so I just thought I had missed my chance and never looked forward to it. Then this hell of a nightmare started, the group of my class went to a benefit concert because of our CAS (creativity, action and service). We were doing the baccalaureate program, so yeah I had

Introduction

 This is going to be probably the most paranoid and hard to understand conspiracy against my own. But I think I should share this with you, I just need to get it out of my chest. This is not something I have invented, nor I wanted to fall into, this is reality for me, it's going to be a long story that takes around 12 years since I went to Germany in the first place. All the paranoia from people on Reddit, I have had them too, I need to understand what's happening to me, and I think sharing this with the world should be enough to give you an idea what I'm passing through. SPOILER: I have been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia for believing in this conspiracy. If you want to keep on reading, go ahead, I'm not stopping you. Only your eyes are stopping you from reading what I'm going to tell you in the next chapter. This is going to be autobiographical exposure of my life, nobody else knows it in detail as I know, and I am going to tell you right now what is happen